June 23, 2011

Have You Ever...?

Have you ever been listening to the radio, or looking up music on youtube, and hear/come across a song that makes you feel like it was written especially for you, or that it describes a recent situation perfectly? That's been happening a lot to me. Lately I find myself looking up songs that are like, whoa, dude, that is like, exactly what is happening right now. Not on purpose, but I just look up one song, and then I scroll down the other videos list, and I pick one at random, and it's mind blowing sometimes. Or, I hear a song that reminds me so much of a time that I had been trying to forget and now it's back in my head, and I can't shake it, and now my heart is hurting all over again. I guess, maybe it doesn't only happen to me, but it just feels really significant...

June 04, 2011

Yesterday...

"Yesterday,
Love was such an easy game to play..."
Yesterday, my friend finally told off the guy she and I have both liked forever, whom I've never pursued for her sake, and this morning she called me, sobbing, because even though she'd had mixed feelings about him for a while (he played us both and we both forgave him and he tried to pursue us again and I told him that I just wanted to stay friends with him and that I probably wasn't going to go out with him any time soon for obvious reasons), she still likes him. And she will always be his number one girl, compared to me. I know you probably don't care about my friend and my messed up guy troubles, but I just needed to tell somebody without really telling anybody. All I can say is, thank goodness I won't be seeing him again, now that I've graduated. (Did I mention that, by the way? No? Well, I've graduated...just as a btdubs.)